Violet Splendour

What i learned in Life~

2009-10-22T13:21:00.009+08:00

I've learned -
that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned-
that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

I've learned-
that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned-
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned-
that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned-
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon

I've learned-
that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you are to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned-
that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe...

What career will suit your personality?

2009-10-02T18:28:00.003+08:00

This is what i get from the personality test! &..... it almost true! hehe
not sure how 'persist' it is...

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

Artist
Historian
Banker
Novelist
University Professor
Photographer
Vet
Paralegal
Graphic Designer
Online Content Developer
Webmaster
Producer
Managing Director
Nutritionist
Advertising
Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don't like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open

http://quiz.ivillage.co.uk/uk_work/tests/career.htm

i`ve to move it, move it... ~

2009-09-30T17:32:00.012+08:00

i thaught that this is my 2`nd 'trial'.. & it passed .. hahah
thank god..

for the 1st trial.. i was failed. maybe the 'task' does`nt match at all with me.. huhu.. or indicates that another 'task' waiting for me.. & it could be much more better then the 1st.
luckly i`ve been choosen to be a part of the team members of them for the 2`nd trial.. (new company), even though i`m currently working rite now.. hehe.. In fact, every company has its own working atmosphere, environment, their collegues..
Looking back over the last 4 months, has the move from this company to the new been positive?
I think so.. From my 1st impression, some things might be a bit rushing, tough, straight but other things are absolutely wonderful maybe.. the 'feeling satisfied' towards the jobs is evrything for me..huhu
i love the challenge.. anythings that will bring & give me an opportunity to improve my skills, performance, soft skill, communication.. public relation & etc even being a great leader someday
is my priority. huhu..
i love my job now.. even being as 'ass. producer' even not much skills i`ve, but it teaches me more about the production life.. we have to be creative & dare to think 'beyond mind solution'.. hahah.. as long as i enjoyed & learnt many new things here is quite enough..
but, i`ve to move.. (hv a few reason y i hv to move) huhu
hope that i`ll gain as many as i can an experience at my new place soon..

may God bless me !

She - Voice of heart..

2009-09-28T10:02:00.004+08:00

Life is like a wheel...
sometimes we are at the top, sometimes we`re down
sometimes we won`t be able to satisfied other people feeling..
sometimes we have to sacrifice...
sacrifice for the sake of other people..

for the time being..
she has to realise..
they won`t turn back..
they had to look forward for their happiness..
the happiness that they had create for a long time ago..
& she willing to step back.. even it is hurt..

she had to thank to them..
for giving her sweet memory together..
giving her smile ..
happiness... laughing..
for being there in her life..
standing besides..
someone to talk...
someone who would be able to listen their heart..
even though.. it just in a short time..
she realise.. she won`t get it back..
she knows, she not deserved it..

she never blame on it
she had to thank to God..
for meeting them..
for teaching her to be patient & appreciate people..
meeting those people that she never ever knows..
she happy for it..
which has determined from Allah..
& everythings happened sure has something behind

only God knows everything..

by the time that she really need someone in her life
with the challenging of life
she has to look forward!..
she has to create a new positive life!..
she has to be strong!..
even alone...

may Allah bless them! (^_^)

Pencil or Rubber

2009-09-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

- If you can't be a pencil to write anyone's happiness, try at least to be a nice rubber to erase everyone's sorrows…………

Currently 'activity'

2009-08-01T11:25:00.007+08:00

Daily life..

production ~

- working - outstation - production - producer - director - script - shooting - editing - meeting - report - customer service - date line - overtime - busy - chit chat - gossip - scandalous - hahah! -

no more student life.. i`ll miss it ~ huhu

still looking 4 new experience in this field

otherwise, another field.. hehe...

Life is so challenging

I have been working about 1 month.. i finally realized that life is so tough and difficult if we were to work in the outside world. For sure it was differ from student life... the management.. the organization, the quality of project, independent, the public relation, the client, the 'bossy' & everything dat related to the company.

More over, everything needs money but money is not 4 everything. Somehow, someone will get 'crazy', 'greedy' & will cause 'injurious things' becoz all those things. This is from my P.O.V on how to get a money with its 'difficulties'. huhu~~

Then, I learnt that do not ever think that u're the best and perfect person. Lower our status to the minimum and see the future further. Work harder & we`ll understand the significant of it..

* working day on weekend

not in the right mood to do my work rite now =(

i just wanna go home..

full stop !

LoVe Story ~

2009-06-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

Artist : Tylor Swift
Song : Love story

*my new discovery songs.. quite best.. huhu

Stay the same ~

2009-05-25T21:34:00.025+08:00

'I wish i could be stay the same' ..

ermm.. just be stay da same? stay da same with who we`re rite now?

i don`t think so.. accept a lil bit, but i dunt think i really want to be who i`m rite now.. but who i`m gonna be in the future..

who i`m? what should i do? what i`m going to be? what is our purpose in life... huhu.. there`r so many things playing in my mind..

what should we do? just break down it to the simple structure (WBS).. hahah =p my project management subject.. suddenly appear in my mind.. hehe

hm.. we`ve to improve ourselves in order to get success rite..

**calculate my day b4 going out from uni.. it just arround da corner..**

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,

You were meant to be the way you are exactly.

Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.

When you learn to love yourself, you`re better off by far.

And I hope you always stay the same

cuz there`s nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be

If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.

Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,

Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.

Reach down inside.

The love you find will set you free.

Believe in yourself, you will come alive.

Have faith in what you do.

You'll make it through.

Stay the same... - Joey Mcintyre

Feel free..

2009-05-22T01:29:00.001+08:00

It was late nite act. hehe.. my eyes could`nt sleep yet.. suddenly.. huhu.. but nevermine la..

seems long time i didn`t wrote on this

drop my comment.. talk nonsense(is that so? up to me la.. =p) .. paste some video clip.. hehe

whatever it is ... i just feel free for this moment..

because of what? of coz my thesis...

finished already .. weehuuu.. not really know how better it is but.. i just try my best..

it was 1 & half month left b4 i going out from uni.. try to finish my short sem courses

then.. finish my study.. huhu

wish me luck ! ;-p

Dan sebenarnya..

2009-05-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

Dan sebenarnya..

dan sebenarnya aku layan lagu ni... huhu

She`s simple.. but talented!

such a uniqe voice..

1`st dgr terus fall in luv..... waahhh

..adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta...

Yuna : Dan sebenarnya...

oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku

Go yuna! Go indie!

Struggling~

2009-05-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

Todays was 5th of May!

We `re still struggling with thesis .. uuhhh..

seems like it was an extra burden 4 me... hihi

why do we have to do all of this? (provocation only) T_T

When is the time will be come? dat i`ll do nothing & will sleep peacefully without any stress? work.. & work.. & work... (miss lazy said, not me.. )=p

but... remember...

if you do nothing.. u`ll get nothing!

wake up!

peace!! =)

Stay - Estrella

2009-05-04T14:30:00.000+08:00

Luv dis song very much!

Vocals by liyana.. Band : Estrella.. (Local band/Artist)

Hear it.. Feel it.. Enjoy it..

Sound straight from the twilight

Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

The Mysterious Of Black

2009-05-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

Why i choose black?

Why i like black?

Why everything must hv black?

The elegance..?

The exclusive..?

The secret..?

The mystery behind..?

Who knows? hihi..

I got nothing to write

Just for fun.. for a sec.

wasting my tyme..

take a rest 4 a while..

hmm....